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Date check: 30/12/12

 

Tmr's alr the last day of year 2012. A lil reflection of myself to kickstart this whole post. Hmms..What accomplishments have i got for myself this year? To be honest, nothing great. Just some minor changes in my usual life. Aft post graduation @ ITE, went on to pursue my next level of education at psb. Part time student, work in day time and classes at night.Tiring? Yes absolutely drained out at times. BUTTTTTT 4 MORE MONTHS TO RECEIVING WHAT I SOW ALL THIS WHILE!!!!!! "You reap what you sow" Last 4 months is gonna be crucial for me, whether i make it or not, depends on this. No doubt, it will be a tough way waiting for me ahead, i'll just say let them all out. I'm confident of my own capability to deal with this. ;)

 

Enough of rambling abt my sch, now is using my heart to feel the world. Everything seems the same for my friends, family, and relatives. Day by day, you dont realised any changes, but when you stop at the ending point to look back, you will see how much have changed. Either for the good or the bad. SOOOOO many things have evolved into a bad shape, ppl come and leave as and when they want to despite the time and years spent tgt. To them, maybe all these "memories" are not even worth a penny. No point trying to salvage a problem, when the other party aint willing to hear the solution right? All i can say is that, 'what comes around will go around'

 

I've also officially join the adulthood stage. A remarkable year to be marked down. In just 2 more days, a welcoming new year 2013 will be here! Will be coming up for myself some new year resolutions, it's time to lead the way of life i ought to deserve! No longer tolerating what others have in store for me, lik im their punching bag or whatsoever. NO MORE. Last but not least, hoping to find a guy that can really bring me happiness. A trustworthy guy, to be exact. I know it's like finding needle in a pool of sea. But i still believed that such guys still exists! So, just keep my fingers crossed and wait for that miracle to happen! :)))))

Dum dee dee dum~
Class chalet was on 23-25 March @ Costa Sands Resort<3
Indoor movies, teevee, and chatting.
I can say that, aft this chalet, there's an increased level of racism between chi and malay!
A great amount of tolerance was tested again and again. Luckily it didnt bomb (:
So here's up on our chalet. Not many pics though (;
 Dinner @ 85!
 Post dinner @ IKEA!
 Red shirt on twister- JC student eh?
















You're so irritiating, my gosh.. Why keep pestering me, we're over alr since 3 years ago.. Dont blame me for being so heartless towards you, san nian qian, zai wo zui xu yao ni de shi hou, ni que xiang wo sa huang. Hai shi yi ge lan tou de huang yan!
Anyways, sch is so boring these few days cos of phase test, had been rotting in class for hours.
Tio no prior reservation for phase test. Lucky i still manage to handle the situation and ms fun took in my upsell! (:
Chi new year was never the same, nevertheless still fun-filled w love (:










So now is 2nd session of PMS. Putting billing, posting and payment into practice. All to the way to 4pm. Woosh, hate mondayss!! Sorry peeps for not updating for sooooo lonnnggggggg!! From the part when i was working @ four seasons till i left for HK. Basically it was a nice experience working in F&B, collegues were all funny people EXCEPT FOR ONE PARTICULAR PERSON!!! SHE REALLY REALLY PUSHED US TO THE LIMIT! MY GOSH...

HK WAS AWESOME TRIP!!! :DD
Been to those places whereby i went before, so it was the people that matters (:
Will post the pics soon^^ (not all of cos, for more, check out @ FB! )
The hotels we went to visit at macau were all simply cool shitz!!
Hotels that we went to Grand Hyatt, Venetian and HARD ROCK HOTEL!!!
Got to log off for class! (:

She's here in my dreams again. I know its a gd thing, but i just cant seem to differentiate between dream and reality. However, i know clearly that at the point of time when i wake up its a cold hard fact. I just want to say you're nv forgotten in my heart and mind. Even though its been 8 months (:

''Whatever our struggles and truimphs is, however we may suffer them, all too soon they will bleed into watery ink on paper"

okay, so today is just another normal day in sch. *spells B-O-R-I-N-G*
Really dread the time spent in sch. i dont mean time wasted in education, its just that the long hours spent each day and the things we do dont tally somehow. (:
Anyway, we cant do anything right, just a fking sch kid waiting to complete this level of education.

Hmm, what els i want to blog?
I guess i want to stop counting the years. Its really a torment.
Im addicted to this song:




So is the 4th day of sch. And it really sucks as usual. Waking up at 6am everyday and going hm at evening.
blahblahblah. Lessons are super dry, Mr E sucks. Love his bowties a lot, gona cut it away if he irritiates me. Make him CRY!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! && finally today lunch at matrix and not eco! Once in a while change venue ma, really getting sian of usual food centre .

Yes yes yes fml seriously, hols are over. Now is time to get back to the norms.
I haven adapt back to the lifestyle that i used to had, waking at 6am. Instead, i wake up at 2-3pm everyday for this friggggging whole month. Tmr late for sch hoseh liao lo. Ms fun will screw me and yimin. :p
Gona be the start of  a new sem, new modules will be up. Diffculty level bound to increase. blahblahblah.
Btw, my results arent that gd. Got A for cmb, B for bev, and 2 C for ofa and etp. Gpa=2.8
Fk, gotta make this increase the next time round. My HC peeps: Dont frown over this okay! FIGHTING!!! (;
Enough of sch stuff.

My life... ups and downs. Used to it. Sometimes i just feel that my existence is lik a burden to ppl? Im practically talking to the air most of the time.  This is not some juvenile action to gain attention huh, so dont get me wrong. I wont stoop to such a thing Lol! (:
Aiya forget it la, if this is what you people want, just tell me straight ok.

I want my friends, families around me to be happy. My dear cousin, if you happen to pop by my blog, this is to you. Never let any guy get you down alright, gotta move on in life. There's too much wonderful things in life for you to appreciate and explore. (: Whatever happens, i'll be by yr side. So dont worry k. S-M-I-L-E-S! (:

                                                            我们背对背拥抱~~wooo`ooh
                                   This pic is supposed to have 8 people only! Steffen brother extra only! :p


                                                              The coolest teacher ever! (:
                                5/10 of my clique!
                                                                                                  I must say she's also a rocker teacher! :D


 YI MIN HENG & HEIDI HENG ARE GONNA BE GO HOME KHAKIS FOR EACH OTHER THROUGHOUT OUR COLLEGE LIFE! (: (:

MAY! Always asking me to shut up! :x Nevertheless, you're not hated by me! HEHE! 


                               MY ANOTHER ROCKER BUDDY- ASYFAF!!! ROCK TILL THE END!!!





HC'S CLASS BBQ WAS A FAWESOME ONE! ♥
With the jokeable teacher (Ms fun) and funneh popo classmates, HC is a class full of nonsense & laughter! 
The bbq was a fun one at bukit batok. Springdale condo!  
Made a stupid blunder, that i want to drink the red wine but instead it was a white wine. 
I still say till confidently that : "Ms fun, RED WINE IS GOOD FOR HEALTH"
And i kena laughed at! Sorry la, nv see properly ma~
Drank a bit of white wine and 2 cups of heineken! Shiok ttm!! 
After bbq, bused to woodlands and wanted to take 168 home. 
But yimin was late in meeting chloe for the movies, hence we cabbed home.
Anyways, I really adored my life right now, though its tiring with projects coming & coming! 
But i feel that i'm living my life to the fullest! & that's all it matters! :D
Etp project 2 is over le! But upcoming is etp project 3, and is about financing! Omg liao lo!
Swimming lessons in sch are a troublesome thing for us, esp with limited time and constraints here and there!
I want to offically declare that lvl 6 outside the LT that overlooks the stadium is my fav spot everytime i feel emo! There is a continuous free flow of wind that it makes you feels that your troubles are being blown away!
But everytime, i stand there and ponder stuffs, michelle tay will know what i'm thinking abt. Haha. 
(:

A little confession to my beloved ah ma, you're never forgotten but rahter etched in my heart forever! And it will always remain as it is!
AH MA, 我好想你! ;(


-Sealed with love, DEAR GOD can you help me pass this letter to my ah ma when you see her in heaven? Thank you God and AMEN! (:



Just got to know that you are in overseas nao. Wonder where are you at nao?
What do you say when two people from the same island meet each other on the other island? So pure coincidence. How i envy that.
I also wish to see you there. But, so far, i have only see ya at that place just once. I guess there's not much fate between us. However, during that day, you chose to ignore me which breaks my heart completely.
How can it be that two people who was once so close become two strangers?
I understand that you want it that way, so i carried on with the pretence.
By not acknowleging to you, does not mean that i dont know abt it but it means that i would rather forget abt it.
I'm always thinking of you, why dont you start thinking of me too?
I dont wish to bear it anymore, but i dont have a choice.
Its like forever cant get you outta of my head. This is so frustrating.

Recently, there have been a lot of tests such as BEV and OFA. Not only that, 3 projects coming up.
1. CMB role play
2. ETP Project 2 (Marketing)
3. BEV case study
S-T-R-E-S-S is building up in my head. Gona burst out soon.
Was actually planning to chiong go work during the upcoming projects but because of all these projects, got to forsake it.
This reminds me of my 2 money-making opportunities by what Ms fun had offered us. The first one is to work at Marina Bay Sands as F&B people. $7/hr. The second one is to be a facility coordinator at F1! F1 EH F1!!!!!! Maybe there's a chance to see LEWIS HAMILTON sia!!!!!!! Guess what? From 18th to 30th Sept=$1,300!!!! Omgzxzzzzz de goooddd laaaahhhhh!!!
However, i miss that 2 opportunities! :(((((((((((((
Today went to MINDS CAFE to have a get-together w Kanghui, Limin, Minhui, Steph, Hueiyin, Jason, Jordan, Sebastian and Mingshu and played their board games.
Its super funny cannnn. Esp when we played Mumbo jumbo and First hand! (:
I always love sat gatherings w them. Had a lot of fun.
Its 6 when  we ended the game and i got to go east coast for dinner along w my dearest eda and her fam.
But, bro still not back from camp yet even till now (Time Check: 9.22pm)
My gosh, my tummy is growling and growling.
I'm always grumpy and restless in sch. So sick of the canteen food and everything there.
Perhaps its the enviroment there that makes me irk.
But its okay, i no longer have to be sick and tired of all these. Cos next week will be my last week in clementi alr.
After sch reopens after the hols, i will be in the new campus alr. WOOHOO!
Everything will be brand new and i'm very anticipated to go there! :DDDD

Date check: 30/12/12

 

Tmr's alr the last day of year 2012. A lil reflection of myself to kickstart this whole post. Hmms..What accomplishments have i got for myself this year? To be honest, nothing great. Just some minor changes in my usual life. Aft post graduation @ ITE, went on to pursue my next level of education at psb. Part time student, work in day time and classes at night.Tiring? Yes absolutely drained out at times. BUTTTTTT 4 MORE MONTHS TO RECEIVING WHAT I SOW ALL THIS WHILE!!!!!! "You reap what you sow" Last 4 months is gonna be crucial for me, whether i make it or not, depends on this. No doubt, it will be a tough way waiting for me ahead, i'll just say let them all out. I'm confident of my own capability to deal with this. ;)

 

Enough of rambling abt my sch, now is using my heart to feel the world. Everything seems the same for my friends, family, and relatives. Day by day, you dont realised any changes, but when you stop at the ending point to look back, you will see how much have changed. Either for the good or the bad. SOOOOO many things have evolved into a bad shape, ppl come and leave as and when they want to despite the time and years spent tgt. To them, maybe all these "memories" are not even worth a penny. No point trying to salvage a problem, when the other party aint willing to hear the solution right? All i can say is that, 'what comes around will go around'

 

I've also officially join the adulthood stage. A remarkable year to be marked down. In just 2 more days, a welcoming new year 2013 will be here! Will be coming up for myself some new year resolutions, it's time to lead the way of life i ought to deserve! No longer tolerating what others have in store for me, lik im their punching bag or whatsoever. NO MORE. Last but not least, hoping to find a guy that can really bring me happiness. A trustworthy guy, to be exact. I know it's like finding needle in a pool of sea. But i still believed that such guys still exists! So, just keep my fingers crossed and wait for that miracle to happen! :)))))

Dum dee dee dum~
Class chalet was on 23-25 March @ Costa Sands Resort<3
Indoor movies, teevee, and chatting.
I can say that, aft this chalet, there's an increased level of racism between chi and malay!
A great amount of tolerance was tested again and again. Luckily it didnt bomb (:
So here's up on our chalet. Not many pics though (;
 Dinner @ 85!
 Post dinner @ IKEA!
 Red shirt on twister- JC student eh?
















You're so irritiating, my gosh.. Why keep pestering me, we're over alr since 3 years ago.. Dont blame me for being so heartless towards you, san nian qian, zai wo zui xu yao ni de shi hou, ni que xiang wo sa huang. Hai shi yi ge lan tou de huang yan!
Anyways, sch is so boring these few days cos of phase test, had been rotting in class for hours.
Tio no prior reservation for phase test. Lucky i still manage to handle the situation and ms fun took in my upsell! (:
Chi new year was never the same, nevertheless still fun-filled w love (:










So now is 2nd session of PMS. Putting billing, posting and payment into practice. All to the way to 4pm. Woosh, hate mondayss!! Sorry peeps for not updating for sooooo lonnnggggggg!! From the part when i was working @ four seasons till i left for HK. Basically it was a nice experience working in F&B, collegues were all funny people EXCEPT FOR ONE PARTICULAR PERSON!!! SHE REALLY REALLY PUSHED US TO THE LIMIT! MY GOSH...

HK WAS AWESOME TRIP!!! :DD
Been to those places whereby i went before, so it was the people that matters (:
Will post the pics soon^^ (not all of cos, for more, check out @ FB! )
The hotels we went to visit at macau were all simply cool shitz!!
Hotels that we went to Grand Hyatt, Venetian and HARD ROCK HOTEL!!!
Got to log off for class! (:

She's here in my dreams again. I know its a gd thing, but i just cant seem to differentiate between dream and reality. However, i know clearly that at the point of time when i wake up its a cold hard fact. I just want to say you're nv forgotten in my heart and mind. Even though its been 8 months (:

''Whatever our struggles and truimphs is, however we may suffer them, all too soon they will bleed into watery ink on paper"

okay, so today is just another normal day in sch. *spells B-O-R-I-N-G*
Really dread the time spent in sch. i dont mean time wasted in education, its just that the long hours spent each day and the things we do dont tally somehow. (:
Anyway, we cant do anything right, just a fking sch kid waiting to complete this level of education.

Hmm, what els i want to blog?
I guess i want to stop counting the years. Its really a torment.
Im addicted to this song:




So is the 4th day of sch. And it really sucks as usual. Waking up at 6am everyday and going hm at evening.
blahblahblah. Lessons are super dry, Mr E sucks. Love his bowties a lot, gona cut it away if he irritiates me. Make him CRY!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! && finally today lunch at matrix and not eco! Once in a while change venue ma, really getting sian of usual food centre .

Yes yes yes fml seriously, hols are over. Now is time to get back to the norms.
I haven adapt back to the lifestyle that i used to had, waking at 6am. Instead, i wake up at 2-3pm everyday for this friggggging whole month. Tmr late for sch hoseh liao lo. Ms fun will screw me and yimin. :p
Gona be the start of  a new sem, new modules will be up. Diffculty level bound to increase. blahblahblah.
Btw, my results arent that gd. Got A for cmb, B for bev, and 2 C for ofa and etp. Gpa=2.8
Fk, gotta make this increase the next time round. My HC peeps: Dont frown over this okay! FIGHTING!!! (;
Enough of sch stuff.

My life... ups and downs. Used to it. Sometimes i just feel that my existence is lik a burden to ppl? Im practically talking to the air most of the time.  This is not some juvenile action to gain attention huh, so dont get me wrong. I wont stoop to such a thing Lol! (:
Aiya forget it la, if this is what you people want, just tell me straight ok.

I want my friends, families around me to be happy. My dear cousin, if you happen to pop by my blog, this is to you. Never let any guy get you down alright, gotta move on in life. There's too much wonderful things in life for you to appreciate and explore. (: Whatever happens, i'll be by yr side. So dont worry k. S-M-I-L-E-S! (:

                                                            我们背对背拥抱~~wooo`ooh
                                   This pic is supposed to have 8 people only! Steffen brother extra only! :p


                                                              The coolest teacher ever! (:
                                5/10 of my clique!
                                                                                                  I must say she's also a rocker teacher! :D


 YI MIN HENG & HEIDI HENG ARE GONNA BE GO HOME KHAKIS FOR EACH OTHER THROUGHOUT OUR COLLEGE LIFE! (: (:

MAY! Always asking me to shut up! :x Nevertheless, you're not hated by me! HEHE! 


                               MY ANOTHER ROCKER BUDDY- ASYFAF!!! ROCK TILL THE END!!!





HC'S CLASS BBQ WAS A FAWESOME ONE! ♥
With the jokeable teacher (Ms fun) and funneh popo classmates, HC is a class full of nonsense & laughter! 
The bbq was a fun one at bukit batok. Springdale condo!  
Made a stupid blunder, that i want to drink the red wine but instead it was a white wine. 
I still say till confidently that : "Ms fun, RED WINE IS GOOD FOR HEALTH"
And i kena laughed at! Sorry la, nv see properly ma~
Drank a bit of white wine and 2 cups of heineken! Shiok ttm!! 
After bbq, bused to woodlands and wanted to take 168 home. 
But yimin was late in meeting chloe for the movies, hence we cabbed home.
Anyways, I really adored my life right now, though its tiring with projects coming & coming! 
But i feel that i'm living my life to the fullest! & that's all it matters! :D
Etp project 2 is over le! But upcoming is etp project 3, and is about financing! Omg liao lo!
Swimming lessons in sch are a troublesome thing for us, esp with limited time and constraints here and there!
I want to offically declare that lvl 6 outside the LT that overlooks the stadium is my fav spot everytime i feel emo! There is a continuous free flow of wind that it makes you feels that your troubles are being blown away!
But everytime, i stand there and ponder stuffs, michelle tay will know what i'm thinking abt. Haha. 
(:

A little confession to my beloved ah ma, you're never forgotten but rahter etched in my heart forever! And it will always remain as it is!
AH MA, 我好想你! ;(


-Sealed with love, DEAR GOD can you help me pass this letter to my ah ma when you see her in heaven? Thank you God and AMEN! (:



Just got to know that you are in overseas nao. Wonder where are you at nao?
What do you say when two people from the same island meet each other on the other island? So pure coincidence. How i envy that.
I also wish to see you there. But, so far, i have only see ya at that place just once. I guess there's not much fate between us. However, during that day, you chose to ignore me which breaks my heart completely.
How can it be that two people who was once so close become two strangers?
I understand that you want it that way, so i carried on with the pretence.
By not acknowleging to you, does not mean that i dont know abt it but it means that i would rather forget abt it.
I'm always thinking of you, why dont you start thinking of me too?
I dont wish to bear it anymore, but i dont have a choice.
Its like forever cant get you outta of my head. This is so frustrating.

Recently, there have been a lot of tests such as BEV and OFA. Not only that, 3 projects coming up.
1. CMB role play
2. ETP Project 2 (Marketing)
3. BEV case study
S-T-R-E-S-S is building up in my head. Gona burst out soon.
Was actually planning to chiong go work during the upcoming projects but because of all these projects, got to forsake it.
This reminds me of my 2 money-making opportunities by what Ms fun had offered us. The first one is to work at Marina Bay Sands as F&B people. $7/hr. The second one is to be a facility coordinator at F1! F1 EH F1!!!!!! Maybe there's a chance to see LEWIS HAMILTON sia!!!!!!! Guess what? From 18th to 30th Sept=$1,300!!!! Omgzxzzzzz de goooddd laaaahhhhh!!!
However, i miss that 2 opportunities! :(((((((((((((
Today went to MINDS CAFE to have a get-together w Kanghui, Limin, Minhui, Steph, Hueiyin, Jason, Jordan, Sebastian and Mingshu and played their board games.
Its super funny cannnn. Esp when we played Mumbo jumbo and First hand! (:
I always love sat gatherings w them. Had a lot of fun.
Its 6 when  we ended the game and i got to go east coast for dinner along w my dearest eda and her fam.
But, bro still not back from camp yet even till now (Time Check: 9.22pm)
My gosh, my tummy is growling and growling.
I'm always grumpy and restless in sch. So sick of the canteen food and everything there.
Perhaps its the enviroment there that makes me irk.
But its okay, i no longer have to be sick and tired of all these. Cos next week will be my last week in clementi alr.
After sch reopens after the hols, i will be in the new campus alr. WOOHOO!
Everything will be brand new and i'm very anticipated to go there! :DDDD

Heidi Heng. 10.11.92 Iced coffee, Balloons, Bubbles, Blythe dolls, Chocolates, Disneyland, Flowers, The seven adored jiemeis, Travelling, Rainbow, Sunset, Star gazing

Hueiyin / Kanghui/ Mistress/ Darling/ Yanwen/
Chloe/ Hui Jun/ Jessica/ May/ Michelle Mai/
Eda / Jamila / Jasmine / Jason/ Rachel/ Sinling/ Yiling/
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